As I said in the last letter to you, you and your Da Da are amazing together. I have known your daddy for almost 16 years. He was and still is the love of my life. I love him as much as I love you but in a completely different way. I did not think I could love that guy anymore than I already did but I was wrong.... I watch him with you and my heart melts and I fall in love with him all over again.
When you were just a picture on our phone we would talk about you constantly. We laid in bed countless nights and talked about you. We sent the same pics of you via text back and forth to one another countless times. You were on our minds constantly. Your daddy would say that he loved you so much already and that he would do whatever he had to do to get you where you needed to be and he meant it.
I always knew that daddy would be a good daddy.... but he surpasses that.... he is an amazing father to you. It is not about getting you anything you want, although you do, it is about the love and one on one time he gives you. He is so proud of you. He talks about you literally all day. You are what consumes our days. Anything we do now, we think of you and how it affects you. He is not in this huge rush for you to get "big" so he can take you places..... he bonds with you now! He knows that hunting, riding, racing and farming will come with time. He doesn't expect that you will love all of those things. He just enjoys you and what your age brings right now. He helps me with you oh so much. I don't have to ask him for much bc he usually already has it done or is doing it. He just dove into this parenthood stuff. He changes PEE PEE diapers... ONLY (he he he), gives you a bath, cooks supper for us, gets you dressed, puts you to bed, fixes your juice, goes with me to the Dr. with you, gets up to give you breathing treatments in the middle of the night bc i am absolutely exhausted, consoles you, plays tea party with you, watches cartoons with you, does the hot dog hot dog hot diggity dog dance with you, and pretty much whatever else you want or needs to be done.
Mornings are y'alls thing. He has a way with you in the mornings. That is y'alls special time. You do not fret with him one bit.... with me....you give me HECK! This is yours and his routine: Gets you out of bed, fixes your juice, turn on cartoons while changing your diaper, sit for about 20-30 minutes and watch cartoons, gets you dressed and wait for me to finish getting dressed. That routine makes you super happy and when you do not get it it's rough for all involved.
You are one lucky girl, Jada. You have no idea, right now, how lucky you are. You love him so much. I can see it in your pretty blue eyes when you look at him. You miss him when he's gone and ask about him every minute. "Want Da Da" is what you say constantly. I pick you up from Tiny's and you immediately start asking about him. You know his vehicle and get excited when we pull in the drive way and it's there. You are much more affectionate with da da than you are me when we are all together. I get loving when he's gone but if he is home..... I am chopped liver. I do not mind though. The other night when he got home from being gone for a few days.... you wanted him to pick you up and you just stared into his eyes. You would just stare and smile. You also put your little hand on his face and just rubbed his cheek and smiled. COMPLETE melting of the heart. You will just sit in his lap and wallow all over him and kiss and love. Which is right up his alley bc he is super affectionate. He has no problem telling you that you are beautiful and that he loves you oh so much. You will learn to appreciate that one day.
There are so many more stories of the two of you but I will save for a later time.....I put some pics below of you and him. Yall are buds and mean the world to one another. And I love you both more than I could ever explain. It cannot be put into words. I look at you two together and my eyes swell with tears bc you both make me the happiest girl in the world. You are super special to us both. You have shown us a whole new world. And I hope no one ever tries to tell us that bc you are not biologically ours that we have missed something..... BC I MIGHT WIND UP IN THE JAILHOUSE TIMES!
I love you,
Mama
Mean Muggin
Being Silly
He will do whatever you want to do
First time to get out at your new home.... and he insisted on getting you out
Waking up for the first time in your new home..... da da had to get morning loving
First time at Davids.... he had to show you off
Anything to make me pee my pants
You cheered him on for literally an hour
Morning time!
You, Da Da and Bank Bank
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